I have to admit that my hyperactivity has gone down by a notch. It's because that I know who are those who didn't make it. I am really sad to find out that two of them are my close friends. One of them has been my study/prayer buddy and from the time I was with her, she has 2x more effort than I have.
And what hurts me the most is that some people kept on saying that "she" is the jinx to the passing rate of those who took the in-house review. I mean, what the fuck?! Nasaktan ako para sa kaibigan ko kahit na hindi ako ang sinabihan. Alam kong masama rin akong mag-isip pero kahit kailan hindi sumagi sa isip ko na jinx sila.
And why should there be a comparison between this certain review center's 100% passing rate for Paulinians and the 99% passing of those who took the in-house review? Ngek. Just so they know..I don't give a flying fuck about that shitty "passing rate". All I care about is the St. Paul Manila passing rate. I left the in-house review as a better person and it seems to me that they also learned how to ruin relationships so they left that whoremongering place 12x as annoying as they were.
Pasamaan lang palang mag-isip eh. Sus, game ako diyan. Isipin nila: ISANG BUWAN lang kami nag-formal review. Samahan mo pa ng hindi ko pagbabasa ng new edition ng CHN book at hindi pagmememorize ng kahit anong Republic Act. Pero nagawa namin ng mga kasama ko ang pumasa. Eh sila DALAWANG BUWAN nag-review na wala pang chill-out mode in between ang ginawa para lang pumasa?! Eeeeewww! (Syet, sorry kung ang yabang ko) Kung kaya nilang garapalin ang ibang tao, dapat maranasan din nila kung ano ang pakiramdam ng ginagarapal...
Why do they have to do that? By that, it's as good as saying that the three people who didn't make it are also jinxes.
By the sound of what they are saying, it draws me to think that they have a twisted thinking. Say, more like retarded thinking. And probably, if there was even a board exam for attitude, they would be the most likely to fail because they keep on kicking others who are already down and wounded.
If ever those three people would read this entry, I'd say that they should get up from this fall and try again. I'm here to pray for them =)