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Wednesday, 29 August 2007

Pain and Suffering

I have to admit that my hyperactivity has gone down by a notch. It's because that I know who are those who didn't make it. I am really sad to find out that two of them are my close friends. One of them has been my study/prayer buddy and from the time I was with her, she has 2x more effort than I have.

And what hurts me the most is that some people kept on saying that "she" is the jinx to the passing rate of those who took the in-house review. I mean, what the fuck?! Nasaktan ako para sa kaibigan ko kahit na hindi ako ang sinabihan. Alam kong masama rin akong mag-isip pero kahit kailan hindi sumagi sa isip ko na jinx sila.

And why should there be a comparison between this certain review center's 100% passing rate for Paulinians and the 99% passing of those who took the in-house review? Ngek. Just so they know..I don't give a flying fuck about that shitty "passing rate". All I care about is the St. Paul Manila passing rate. I left the in-house review as a better person and it seems to me that they also learned how to ruin relationships so they left that whoremongering place 12x as annoying as they were.

Pasamaan lang palang mag-isip eh. Sus, game ako diyan. Isipin nila: ISANG BUWAN lang kami nag-formal review. Samahan mo pa ng hindi ko pagbabasa ng new edition ng CHN book at hindi pagmememorize ng kahit anong Republic Act. Pero nagawa namin ng mga kasama ko ang pumasa. Eh sila DALAWANG BUWAN nag-review na wala pang chill-out mode in between ang ginawa para lang pumasa?! Eeeeewww! (Syet, sorry kung ang yabang ko) Kung kaya nilang garapalin ang ibang tao, dapat maranasan din nila kung ano ang pakiramdam ng ginagarapal...

Why do they have to do that? By that, it's as good as saying that the three people who didn't make it are also jinxes.

By the sound of what they are saying, it draws me to think that they have a twisted thinking. Say, more like retarded thinking. And probably, if there was even a board exam for attitude, they would be the most likely to fail because they keep on kicking others who are already down and wounded.

If ever those three people would read this entry, I'd say that they should get up from this fall and try again. I'm here to pray for them =)

17 comments:

Cory said...

i hear u. uulitin ko na lang mga pinagusapan ntin sa ym.

masama cla at mayabang cla! anak ng tupa! eh kung cla kaya ang bumagsak aber. palit kaya cla ng pwesto. ang insensitive and it's so out of place. kung ako sbhan ng jinx, super sakit nun. i cud just imagine. tapos mangggaling pa from ur batchmates, people na u thought wud have more empathy n compassion. pero wht the fuck. imbis na magshow cla ng support eh. naka dapa na nga ung tao kelangan pa bang tapak tapakan? (pang telenovela un)

haay some people's minds are really twisted. to each his own nga naman. m glad hnd tayo gnun ka inconsiderate of other people's feelings. m glad kc na ur still level headed. that hnd ka ngka hydroceph dahil sa 2 additional letters attached to ur name.

kaya kita love eh! labshyu!

ruff nurse-du-jour said...

@KC. I'm just not in the mood for celebrating. Hehe. By the way, I just came from PRC. If you want to have your results verified (what grade you got, or if you have some friends who failed and wanted to see their grades, etc) you can go to the main office this sept 1 & 3 for examinees whose surnames begin with letter C. As for the others, D starts on Sept 4, and so on. I'm planning to go on Saturday. =) Might as well check my grades na. Hehehe. Are you going? Hehehe.

And wag kayo pa apekto sa mga ratings etc. (esp from review centers). theyre just there to make you feel bad about you not passing or whatever. I dont patronize *malicious review centers talaga, yung mga nagtop daw bec of them, etc, etc, esp with what happened to us (the june 06 takers). I credit everything to the quality of nursing educ in schools. Tell your friend not to worry. She can check her results (if she wants) on PRC mismo, the sched is listed on their site i think.

quincy john said...

wahahaha mga walang magawa.

sana kilalanin muna nila mga sarili nila before thinking stupid about others.

sabad ah! kadamu na gid alinganga kag alingango ya!!! ha3

kc said...

oo nga parang pang telenovela!

sobrang uncalled for ang mga sinabi nila. sana wag ganon. tama ka nga. kung sila ang hindi pumasa, di ba masasaktan sila kung sasabihan sila ng jinx?

sabi nga ni balahibo boy, that thought is a brainchild of a retarded thinking. ayon na! patay tayo dyan.

dapat maging proud ka sa achievement mo pero di kasama dun yung pagtapak sa ibang tao.

ayan. pang-ysabella na ito.

kc said...

@ ruff: ako nga din pupunta sa PRC on saturday. i want to know the crapola i got from the exams. haha..see you there?!

me too. i believe in the school's ability, not in the review center. as if dun mo nakuha ang lahat ng skills mo no. heller.

pero sa case na ito, yung ibang mga classmate namin yung nagco-compare. what's nakakaimbyerna is that hinamak pa nila yung hindi nakapasa. ayoko kasing ginaganon nila yung mga taong down na.

kc said...

@ quincy: uyy! naintindihan ko yung ibang sinabi mo. ikaw ha! *lol*

true. hindi por que't pumasa sila eh may karapatan na silang pagmataan yung kapwa nila. hmpf! may araw din sila.

quincy john said...
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quincy john said...

ha3 gets mo pala. nyihihi

anyway, again, they don't deserve our precious time.

adam said...

I know what it feels like to have made it and then see your friends not follw through, but you shouldn't let others take your thunder away. You worked really hard to get to where you are and I think it's fair that you start enjoying it a little more.

kc said...

@ quincy: *lol* i understand a little lang. tinanong ko pa sa daddy ko kung anong ibig sabihin nung iba. tumawa nga lang siya eh.

and yes, i know. they don't deserve my time. may araw din sila...kagaya ng mga nanchi-chismis sa akin. hmpf!

kc said...

@ adam: yeah. maybe i'm really just disappointed with them. we're supposed to be a team but look at what they are doing...kicking those who are down. wtf?!

anyway, i'm enjoying this accomplishemnt. the security guards in our school that i have befriended, knew that i passed. they congratulated me as i went into our school's gate. it just makes me happy that they are also happy fo us. yay!

adam said...

yes, you know you've made it when the security guard congratulates you on your well deserved accomplishments!

kc said...

@ adam: yeah. it was so funny. they stopped me by saying that i should get the visitor's ID and write on the logbook. when i was about to react, he just said, "joke lang. congratulations!"

...cool ;)

Cory said...

gurl hindi ko kinaya ang sinabi ni balahibo boy!!! haha... diba sa nyc un? u talk often pa din pala. yiheee.

nelo said...

bilog ang mundo..balang araw yung mga nang api ang maaapi.

"babangon ako at dudurugin kita". humanda sa paghuhukom..bwahahahaa!

jc.guiyab said...

nako kc bat naman ganun sila... anyways kc don't mind them.

karmi martin walks very fast.

kc said...

@ cory: naku signature nya na yan...ang paduguin ang ilong ko. i don't use the word "brainchild" in a casual converstaion..pero sha, sus! hemophilia ang dala. *lol*

@ nelo: kaloka naman ang iyong script sa ending. haha. pero tama may araw din sila. hmpf!

@ jc: sinabi mo pa. anyways di na ako ganung ka-affected kasi nalaman ko na ang isa sa kanila minalas na. bwahahaha! *etchos. ang evil na* nasaktan lang ako sa ginawa nila kahit hindi ako ang sinabihan. alam mo naman yung feeling ng ganon di ba? pero ok na ako. moving forward na...